I think we may be done with chemo ....she's pretty much done., I don't think she will survive much longer. Just left the ER room..... again. Brought her in at 3:00 with a bloody nose that we cannot stop. They had put her on eliquis a blood thinner and the chemo treatment itself could have caused it.
But that's not even the bad part... She is in kidney failure at the moment..... I knew something was wrong cuz she really hasn't pissed since yesterday afternoon. I kept f****** telling her to hydrate herself and all the doctors said she needed to hydrate ...she's been dehydrated quite often And her kidney function has been compromised for years from the diabetes.
So the only hope is the IVs and hydrating her will possibly jump start her kidneys And she may undergo dialysis for a time ... To take the pressure off the kidneys for a while. And maybe then they will recover slightly. But yeah I'm a realist... You can pretty much stick a fork in her. I'm pretty angry at the moment, thinking maybe we should not have even started chemo.... She has what they call chemo brain and is totally out of it now and certainly not happy.
Probably should have just let this thing rode out like she originally wanted to do... But being stage two pretty much everyone said we had to try and her chances were pretty decent for some longevity. Damned if you do damned if you don't. I'll always be second guessing many decisions..... And one of the dick heads on this site will say I'm waffling .....he can go fuck himself Right up his 6'7 skinny ass.
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