Get trained, get educated, get a new job, do something. You're completely delusional and pretty much the ONLY fascist here. Your neo intellectual attitude might someday eventually actually get intellectual, maybe accrue a little wisdom, instead of your pie in the sky hallucinations. You remind me of the skinny kid who needed a haircut, and hung around the student lounge back in college, quoting Mother Jones articles, then hopped into his moms Malibu so he could go home and smoke bongs in the basement. Except you're in your mid 30s and were supposed to outgrow this shit by now.