He lived the life he wanted. Was open about it. Wanted to be bigger, stronger. Wanted to be a real life muscle freak. What do you want me to say?
I have respect for him being honest. You don't have to like what he did or how he lived. Bodybuilding is a fringe sport. Very dedicated people. Odd by most standards. He was a star, loved it and lived the life of a rock star doing what he loved.